Do you know the muffin man? Day 83
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you're a funny bunnies well what
happened here what's what's all over you
it's makeups is it makeup that you
shouldn't have gotten into whose makeup
is this yeah but whose makeup is all
this my where did you get your makeup
what's mommy's makeup yes Ron
Beth we don't play in mommy's makeup oh
because I could be very Ali and Aleeah
cover yes Omar do 'quite and mommy's
makeup too but I don't think that he was
smart enough see ya he cleared himself
so he wouldn't get in trouble but okay
oh oh did you well people that were
makeup they don't poop their pants so
how are you gonna fix this situation
good morning everybody this is what I
get to deal with in the morning I
literally because I just got a call from
the doctors to schedule my ultrasound
for my leg and literally the kids went
chaos at that very moment so I had to
run into the bathroom and the midst of
me being out of the room for more than
two minutes they got into my makeup box
she obviously applied mascara all over
her face and she took a crap in her
diapers so anyways on another note today
I am feeling a lot better again um I'm
taking it easy folks I don't want to
overdo it and then set myself back
somewhere
the kids are seeming to be feeling so
much better today - which is a good
thing that's not nice
which is nice because the fact that
they're not being so cranky now they
just got so much energy they don't have
to do it themselves so yeah we're just
chillin daddy had to take a um he had to
leave for a little bit but he'll be back
so Omar let's not get into my stuff
please we just went through this so I
think I'm gonna go and change diapers
because Huggies is calling my name and
then from there I am gonna finish up my
tutorial on my craft corner video camera
you don't have my phone hooked to my
tripod I don't know why I'm not doing
that
eldress anyways I hope you guys are
having a really good day so far for the
start and it's Friday so that's a good
thing that's a good sign we're at the
end of the week we're going into our
weekend and so yeah anyways I will check
in with you guys in a little
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hey how about we go out how about we go
do the dishes can you think twinkle
twinkle can you sing the itsy bitsy yeah
okay sing it the wheaties right
- how's the spider-man the spider-man
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can you sing your ABCs ex-gi
i JK okay this is a book I'm throwing
away so that's why I have no problem
that you've thrown and thrown in a party
okay it's worse you sing twinkle twinkle
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you guys are so cute okay let's go out
because mama needs to do dishes so that
I can get ready to start making dinner
and get you guys bats yes you see me
going to exercises and I have my little
workout dress on it's comfortable I'm
clearly not feeling a hundred percent my
voice actually feels like it's kind of
going away from me not sure exactly
what's going on there but I'm gonna get
through this I'm gonna push it I have to
I have to get back on routine I cannot
stand to not be working out so I have my
little workout partner sitting here
ready to workout with me stay tuned and
let's get this started
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it was a late night all he was gone
majority of the day I was so busy today
like literally so busy but the crazy
thing was I didn't leave the house one
time but one time I stayed at home till
just let the babies they are seeming to
feel so much better they're like being
up running around like they have more
energy which is really I mean good but
crazy at the same time because now
they've got like so much energy but I'm
just like okay you guys can't call it
just a little um but anyways so I stay
at home I don't even know what's going
on with my voice right now like I
literally feel like I'm losing my voice
I have no idea what's going on with me
but it just was a busy day I filmed
three different craft corner craft
corner Tuesday videos so I am so so so
excited to start getting those up and
going I like poured myself into those
videos so that took a lot of my time
today and the other part was just
tending to the babies and getting them
better and just I don't know just
playing with them and stuff but as I'm
feeling better I was like sitting in
your chair this evening and I was like
you know what there's it's got to start
somewhere like my exercising has got to
start somewhere and tonight is the night
so what I did because I'm not walking
outside just yet I don't feel confident
enough to walk outside just
with you know like my rash is gone but I
don't want to strike anything to cause
it to come back right now because you
know it's just healed up so I went ahead
and I did 20 walks back and forth from
my hallway to the living room and then I
did 25 minutes of exercise sitting down
so it was like a total of like product
35 minutes 40 minutes so I will show you
all of that for dinner tonight I ended
up having a sub sandwich because I was
gonna have a shrimp salad but by the
time all he got home from work it was
like almost 8 o'clock and I am just so
tired I still want to take a shower and
just have a little bit of like a chance
to breathe and I gave the kids their
baths tonight wash their hair and I made
them dinner and clean the kitchen up and
stuff but I didn't video it just because
I just was like and one of those things
where I just didn't feel like going and
getting dressed so I just stayed in my
mind jammy dress and went along for the
evening and just did what I needed to do
and got things done that needed to get
done so other than that that was pretty
much my whole day my whole day consumed
of making craft corner Tuesday videos
and just Dillon with the kids and so
what I'm planning on doing is so I will
upload a craft corner Tuesday video
every Tuesday for for us and then with
that if there's another type of video
that you guys want me to do of an idea
let me know like I've said before I do
what you guys have interest in you know
so if there's something else that you
guys want me to do shoot at my direction
and let me know tomorrow is the last day
you guys to get your name into the
drawing for the breast cancer awareness
and at this point I only have one entry
so if that comes to the case then I
guess so he that person's entry that
wins so just remember that tomorrow is
the last day that I can get everybody's
name
into the drawing I have to have you
email me your name so that I can get it
into the drawing on October first so let
me know if that is you know if you guys
want to do that just email me my email
is I will post it actually right here
and then also I have it in my
description so if you go into my
description you push on it it should
just take you directly to my email but
if you just want to write it down then
it's right there on the screen you can
just go straight and write it down go to
it
it's very easy so anyways um let's see
what else
nobody has let me know if they wanted to
do the fall giveaway wreath the buy the
ticket so I might be donating it to
somebody rather than selling it on here
so I will let you guys know what ends up
because I just haven't heard anything so
I'm kind of a little bit confused as to
if you guys are not interested in the
wreaths I mean just clearly let me know
so that I know not to continue making
them I thought it was something that you
know would be enjoyable but maybe it's
not everybody's Nick you know and that's
totally totally fine and I think that's
really it I was told today which kind of
was a little bit discerning but it's
okay I you know I have to brush it off
but somebody told me today that they
think that my channel is not growing
because I'm a Muslim and that my
religion is Islam and they think that
people probably have a really big
problem with that and at this point in
my journey you know it's not about my
religion it's not about my faith it's
not about Who I am other than what I
promote which is peace and positivity
and
encouragement support and you know yeah
I have the you know the I have the
features of a Muslim yes but you know as
most all of you know on my channel that
I have never preached to you guys about
my religion other than answering
questions that have been asked of me but
I would never go out of my way to push
my faith upon anybody
and I've made that very clear that that
is not my intention nor is that my job
and that I do not pass judgment on
anybody and their choices of religion
either
it's just not my that's not my
personality that's not who I am I accept
everybody for who they are and I would
just wish and pray that everybody would
you know respect respectfully do the
same thing for me but sometimes I guess
that's not the case so I really hope
that that's not true
I hope that you know I continue to see
my channel growing I see it growing
little by little every day you know I
would love to see my channel grow to the
point where you know I can start putting
more into it that's that's the goal is I
want to be able to make this a full time
position job I guess you would say in a
sense of being able to take what I get
out of it and pour back into it and you
know I want to take what I get from here
and put it into charities and help
people in any which way I can and you
know support single mothers and fathers
and you know and family members
grandparents aunts uncles anybody that's
raising children that might be single
and struggling be able to give back to
them that is my goal that is my ultimate
goal but I have to get my channel
growing before I can start doing that
and that is why I stepped out to start
sharing my story and sharing where I'm
from and who I'm from and who I am you
know my struggles my UPS my downs my
eyes my lows you know I didn't come from
a perfect life I
come from a perfect family but I can
definitely promote perfectness and
that's giving to the unfortunate so that
they feel like they can ultimately win
win the world as well and so I just ask
everybody that is here on my channel
that has subscribed I ask that you guys
continue to share my videos and to
please push my channel out there to
anybody that you guys can definitely
think of I have asked for people to help
me to collaborate with me and
unfortunately you know it's kind of sad
but I feel like a lot of youtubers I'm
not gonna say that they do for
themselves but I feel like you know I
guess I'm much different I guess that's
where I kind of call myself different
because to me if somebody came to me and
asked me hey come you know can we
collaborate I really would love to get
my channel out there and you're an
amazing person I see that you know you
have an amazing channel of people and
you know I would love to be able to
collaborate with you and any way that I
can post into your channel would you
know help you grow to help promote you
you know I'll do what I can but every
time I've said that to people I never
get a response back I pretty much kind
of just get a like a no response like I
shouldn't have asked or I stepped over
boundaries so I don't know how that
works in the YouTube world I'm still new
so maybe you don't approach people maybe
you don't ask that maybe that's like
going from one baseball team to another
one in saying can you give me a couple
hit you know homeruns because I'm trying
to build my team and of course the other
team's gonna look at you and be like no
I mean this is part of a game you have
to you know you have to build that
yourself you have to hit for every base
that you're gonna go for and if you get
a homerun you get a homerun
you know but if you don't then you got
to take everybody that you can maybe
that's what it's about maybe that's how
it is I don't know I don't see the world
like that I always see how I can I help
somebody and bring them to a higher
level to help them so I I guess I think
that in my own life and maybe that's
just not how things work I just really
really really wish that I can just
continue to promote my my channel I just
want to see it grow I just want to be
able to start taking what I can get from
it and put him back into this world and
only helping it that much more I also
had someone come to me and asked me if I
could do a possible shout-out to her
YouTube channel she is a new youtuber
her name is Maria's life and she is an
amazing amazing woman she shows life in
such a different way I always wondered
what is life like if you didn't have the
ability to hear or if you didn't have
the ability to see or maybe if you
didn't have the ability to hold or touch
or hug somebody and in Maria's life she
shares that because she's blind and
she's such a beautiful woman and the
things that she talks about has
definitely given me insight on how it
would be to have my eyesight taken and
still be able to see such a colorful
world and it not be such a dark dark
place and she asked if I would please
give her a shout out because she
definitely wants her channel to grow and
I would love to see her channel grow and
I would ask that you guys jump over and
check her out she's a sweetheart and I I
just she's so funny because the things
that she will she'll you know message me
and she just gives me the great giggles
and I just absolutely adore her and so
let's try and get her channel out there
as well I think that it's in a
beautiful a very very beautiful thing
that she's doing by showing life in a
different way because we all don't have
that aspect you know we're not all blind
we're not all deaf you know
but there are people out there that have
those those things to be able to share
with you and to be like I said to be
able to see world in such a different
colors an amazing thing
so anyways with all of that I am losing
my voice clearly I clearly don't know I
don't feel sick I actually feel very
good today I feel like I have just
totally turned the corner on being sick
so don't know what this is all about but
it's not part of being sick I hope not
but anyways you guys I hope had an
amazing Friday it is going into a
wonderful weekend here in Salem it's
gonna be pretty nasty I heard and for
the rest of the week it's gonna be
pretty nasty which I'm actually okay
with I am so tired of the heat today was
85 and I'm just so tired of have to have
their condition on I'm just like oh so
anyways I'm gonna go take a shower and
have a few minutes to breathe I don't
know what tomorrow holds but I was told
by my husband because he has worked
everyday this week that I get a couple
of hours tomorrow to myself and that I
get my Sunday to myself too woohoo so
anyways with all that said I will check
in with you guys bright shiny in the
morning until then sweet dreams
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